Monday, May 11, 2015

What are we doing?


I believe that the Church in America today has lost her purpose. It seems that a lot of Church's today have become a "Social Justice Club" or just a Sunday morning hang out club. Gone our the days it seems that the Church family reaches out to the hurting. Now there are some Church's out there that do visit those who need comfort, but for the most part it seems most Church goers or member's are happy with punching there spiritual time card on Sunday and call it good. It all so seems we think bigger is better and that throwing money at a problem will fix everything. When I read the Bible and the Bible needs to be what we stand on and not cultural. I see the New Testimont believers did it so different than we are today.

Here are some scriptures to help explain what I am saying:

The Sheep and the Goats

31 “When the Son of Man comes in his glory, and all the angels with him, he will sit on his glorious throne. 32 All the nations will be gathered before him, and he will separate the people one from another as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats. 33 He will put the sheep on his right and the goats on his left.
34 “Then the King will say to those on his right, ‘Come, you who are blessed by my Father; take your inheritance, the kingdom prepared for you since the creation of the world. 35 For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, 36 I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you came to visit me.’
37 “Then the righteous will answer him, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you something to drink? 38 When did we see you a stranger and invite you in, or needing clothes and clothe you? 39 When did we see you sick or in prison and go to visit you?’
40 “The King will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.’
41 “Then he will say to those on his left, ‘Depart from me, you who are cursed, into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels. 42 For I was hungry and you gave me nothing to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me nothing to drink, 43 I was a stranger and you did not invite me in, I needed clothes and you did not clothe me, I was sick and in prison and you did not look after me.’
44 “They also will answer, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or needing clothes or sick or in prison, and did not help you?’
45 “He will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did not do for one of the least of these, you did not do for me.’
46 “Then they will go away to eternal punishment, but the righteous to eternal life.
Jesus is not talking about works here. If we are truly His we will be like the sheep. The Church is the people of God those who call themselves followers of Jesus Christ. Can you say you are His sheep. Do you feed the poor or just let the government take care of that? Do you visit the sick, either in the hospital or while the person is at home sick? And what about the those who need clothes, shelter and are just in need? In Acts chapter two we see that the belivers of that day sold everything so no one would be in need. Crazy idea? No! I think it's something we as a body of Christ should be doing. But it is so easy to let the government do it. Many Christians I know are upset how people get food stamps, health care and all the other stuff the government gives. I hear people say that is not the governments job. If it's not there job than it's ours. 
What can I do today to help those in need? More on this issue will come. 
Keep walking....

Sunday, April 26, 2015

Holy Crap

I have not written in this since February. I have been really slacking in writing! Life has not been to bad if u take away my health struggles. What do I mean by that? Well my health is not doing good, but I have been reading through the bible in 90 days which is really helping me in my spiritual life and with my emotions. I have more peace about everything going on then I have in a long time.
I am really bad at writing in this since I have been podcasting. I really enjoy doing that. I have always liked doing radio stuff.
I still have my feeding tube. I was not using it for a few weeks in January and February and then had to start using it again. For about two or maybe longer I have been able to eat now.
Then last Sunday afternoon I started feeling light headed. Went to the Doctor and now on Monday I have to have a MRI of my head. Then I go and see a neurologist on Thursday. I have peace about it and really don't think anything is wrong. I think maybe I just have a cold  or the flu.
Who knows! Just leaning on God! Well there is a little update on my life! 
I am going to keep on keeping on!

Wednesday, February 4, 2015

Crazy few weeks


The last few weeks have been pretty crazy for me! Life kind of slowed down for every one around here since we get hit by a snow storm. But I went to Chicago to try out for a t.v. program which was pretty fun and crazy. My health seems to be getting better. I still have the feeding tube but I am not using it right now. I am able to eat for now. Which is GREAT! I have been going through the 12 steps again with my sponsor. Finding out some stuff about myself that I have not worked on. As it seems to come up, I really would like to go back to Eureka, but God has me here for now. Not going any where until I can get my feeding tube out.

I grew up with the thought that you had to go to church to be a good Christian or spiritual. I have had that in my thinking for a long time. But I have realized that yes Church is good. But if I put anything above my recovery I am in trouble. Even if I put my kids before it I run into trouble. Yes I moved here to be closer to then and God knows I have tried to see them as much as I can. But I let not seeing them effect me to much.

Expiations, is another big one for me. Expiations I put on others and those that others put on me. I have to realize that those around me are doing the best that they can. And I am doing the best that I can. I was accused by someone that I don't even really know that I have pity parties about my health and not seeing the kids. Kids, probably but not my health. I work hard on not feeling sorry for myself. There are days I do. But life is what life is. Sometimes it is going to suck. I was told once that pain equals growth. I do believe that but boy its not all ways easy.

Keep Walking....

Monday, January 26, 2015

The Struggle

I am struggling so much tonight. Had a huge weekend this part weekend. Went to Chicago to audition for my comedy. I guess I am struggling with the let down. I am very depressed tonight and I feel like drinking. My biggest discouragement tonight is I can't get a hold of my kids. My ex wife tryst to keep them away from me and has been doing this for years. I get into moods like this and I feel like throwing in the towel. I moved out here to be able to see my kids more, but that sure is not happening.
But my feelings are just feelings and I know these feelings will pass but I am sure struggling tonight!

Monday, January 12, 2015

Sunday, January 11, 2015

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Seize the day!


For some reason I have not been blogging much the last few weeks. My health seems to be getting better the last few weeks. I have been able to start eating regular food which is great. Getting ready to try out my comedy in Chicago at the end of the month. Trying to take more positive chances in life. To get out of my comfort zone. It would be easy to just stay home and not take chances. It is scary sometimes. What's the worst thing that could happen? I started to volunteer at a local radio station here in town. I love doing radio stuff.

After all the health stuff I went through last year I am trying to "seize the day" as much as I can. I way to much focus on the past and let it slow me down. But the past is the past. Easier said then done looking forward. Fear is the cause of most of my problems today. I am leaning that I should not be afraid of failure. Failure for me is not trying to move forward in life and to try new things. I have in my life done and tried a lot of negative things in my life. I am going to do positive things.

I hope I can remember to write in this more. Let's all seize this day for the good!