Start of August

The month of August started out pretty good. Had a great visit with my kids last weekend. We went to Noahs Ark in Wisconsin Dells and had a great time.
Then on Sunday I got sick with my bad stomach from diabetes and went to the hospital and just got out on Friday morning. While I was there I got pneumonia. So I am taking meds for that. Stomach is better, but now trying to recover from pneumonia. Which is pretty painful. It seems that my health is getting worst these days. Which is making it tough to go and see my kids.
Being sick all the time sucks, but I have to deal with it. One of the struggles is that my ex thinks I am not as sick as I really am. So when can't make it she turns it around and says I did not want to come.
I don't want to all ways wine about my health, but right now it's what I am dealing with.
I am still trusting in Him knowing that He is in control. I want to work but today I am not able to work. I often wonder when my health gets bad what is my purpose. Again I am trying to trust in Him.
I am going ti keep walking.