Depression Sucks

I have had years of counseling and u would think that I would be able to get it together. But depression is something that for me never goes away. I have times where I am feeling good but it keeps coming back. I take meds for it and I read my bible and pray and yet some times it just keeps coming. I am in one of those periods where depression is real bad. The diabetes and alcoholism sure don't help. I know I have hope in Christ, but some times I start loitering hope thinking I am never going to get out of this.
But I am going to keep walking!