God allows

I try to write in my blog every day, but as you can see that does not always happen. I have been sick for most of my life. You kind of get use to your normal sickness that occusrs. But its those times that are not my normal sickness I get a little scared and frustrated. I don't know how many people that read this blog have struggled with there health much. It gets frustrating being known as the sick person. The scariest thing when dealing with your health is when you hurt and all these other things going on and they don't know what it is. The doctor knows something is wrong he just does not know what it is. Being type one diabetic does not help, when you get sick every one thinks its because you are not doing what you are suppose to do. Some times I do the best I can do and I still get sick. This time I went sledding and got hurt. And when you have something hurt in your body your blood sugars go crazy. I have been basically in bed for a week and a half with pain from my ribs and down. I don't feel like I have much to say the last week or even today.

Since I fight sickness a lot good meaning people try to tell my why I am going through this. I even get told that I don't have enough faith. In the Bible Job went through having his friends try to be wise and tell him whey he was going through his stuff. It must be sin, it must be this or that. Well God is God and he allows certain things to happen in our lives. Paul in 2 Corinthians 12 asks God to remove his thrown in the flesh, he asked three times for it to be removed. God said in response my grace is sufficient when you are weak I am strong.

So this last two weeks or so have been hard. The pain is not going away. I usually don't get scared but I am scared. Unsure what is going on. But I don't believe that God is mad at me or has forsaken me. He is with me and for some reason is allowing me to go through this. I am a normal guy no one special, but what ever I do I want God to have glory. I am sure I will be fine and in a couple of months down the road do something stupid again and hurt myself! But whatever I find out tomorrow may God be glorified!