Curve Ball

Some times in life we get a curve ball. It does not all ways go the way you had planned. Back in the summer I struggled very hard with leaving a place o loved to go back to Iowa and be closer with my kids. After much prayer I decided to go closer to my kids.
Through my drinking I had hurt my family in many ways. I was able to only see my kids twice since my health went to hell! For some reason my ex wife has decided I can't see my kids for a year. No reason given so I don't know what I did. The way the divorce decree is written she can do this. I trusted her when she said I will never keep the kids from u. When I revived this short letter last week I was devastated. My thought is who the hell is this woman.
I have decided that for now I can't afford and my health can't handle a fight. And I don't want to put the kids through all of this. So I am moving back to Eureka. After my trip to Alaska I am going to California. I know that a lot of people will agree or disagree with me and that's fine. I have to do first of all what's going to keep me sober. And second what I think the right thing to do is. All I know I am still sober today and it looks pretty good I will make it tomorrow. Know one said this sobriety road would be easy, but I would rather have a bad day sober than a good day drunk any day.

I will sire be visiting Iowa again since my dad is here and the kids are here too. With God al things are possible.