Baby Steps

Last Sunday marked my 14th month of being sober. The most sobriety time I had to this point was 18 months, but I was not working any program and I was pretty much off the hook. I was white knuckleing it. But I was full of resentments and anger. For me it was not until I went to AA and worked the steps that I have found true sobriety. I stopped trying to stop drinking for every one else and am know doing it for my self. I was told many times if I really wanted to stop I would and I did not have enough faith in Jesus. Once in AA I realized that I was sick, and my medicine was AA. So for me today I need AA and I need Jesus.
Life has been hard since I have been sober, but I can do through any thing and not drink. I am in trouble if I don't work the program of AA and don't work the program of Jesus!