Rough day!

Today was another rough and frustrating day. The question I have been asking myself self today is what is my purpose in life? Is it just to suffer and to be lonely? Sometimes loneliness gets to me as I am home day after day. I don't even feel like doing my podcast somedays. I like many divorced single people wish for that second chance but I wonder what women would ever want to be with me. There is no good answers or maybe no answers to these questions right now. I know that I need to cling to Jesus right now during this storm in my life. It may seem dark and bleak right now but I need to still need to keep hoping things will get better!