For the last 12 months I have been really sick. I have been sick most of my life. When I was 14 I found out that I had diabetes. Most people don't understand what it's like to have diabetes and all the complications. This year seems it's been the year of the complications. I get one then another and then another pops up. For about two weeks now I have struggling with neuropathy like crazy. It just came in sudden and bad. So bad that I can hardly walk. Because of my Gastroparesis where my stomach doesn't work narcotics slows down my stomach. So at first they tried to use everything they could that was non narcotic, but I have to be on them.
I have to go through a bunch of hoops before I can see the pain clinic where they want to put electroids in my nerves. So that won't happen until December. I am having memory problems and having a hard time keeping track of all my meds.
I have really been struggling with being lonely. I know God is in control but it gets real hard sometimes!
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