Help me to press on Lord!

I woke up this morning not feeling very good. Then I started to feel better but must have over done it. It's so hard to be sick all the time. My pneumonia is still kicking my butt! I pray daily that God would take it all away or take me home! Take my type one diabetes and all the complications. But for some reason He still wants me to be around. Some days just seems to much for me to take! Just venting I guess.