Today I am o.k.....

Starting last Wednesday I seem to have turned a corner on my health. My depression seems to be at bay right now. Which is great. I am physically feeling a lit better. The iron infusions seem to be working and the B12 shots are working. I started physical therapy on Monday which is good and hard. This coming Tuesday I am getting to have a new and better tube placed in my stomach. I am feeling better right now then I have in months!
I have realized that I need to really focus on my recovery. It is easy as the big book says to rest on my laurels. I know when I let up on my recovery I am in trouble. If I was to get drunk I am no good to anyone.
Some might say I have become liberal or even that I abounded my faith which is not true. My faith is more than church attendance or what I do or don't do. I realize that I don't fit in the tradition fundamental box any more. I know some won't understand and that is o.k. I know that God still loves me.
There is more growing to come in my life. Today I am sober and today I realize that me, you and everyone else has value.